The following text is my personal journal through 11 years of infertility. These scriptures and encouraging words are from family, prayer partners, friends and trusted spiritual leaders. I hope these verses and promises from our loving heavenly Father will build your faith and give you great joy and hope no matter what your circumstances may be.  
Tiffany Lobo

Pastor Robert Morris
There is something else that you need. That is you need a miracle. And the Lord knows that. And you are waiting to hear. God do you know? Have you heard my prayers? And you need a miracle. But you have come to the right place. And you know that deep down. But that’s what you wanted to hear. God still works miracles and God’s going to give you a miracle. I want to pray for you. Do you believe that God can open the womb? “Lord in Jesus name, I ask you to give her the desire of her heart. In Jesus name. And Lord you have the ability, over and over again, I ask you in Jesus name to open her womb. And in Jesus name, I speak conception. In Jesus name. And Lord anything that needs to be fixed, fix it! You can. It’s not hard, not for You. And Lord I pray, God, I look forward to her coming to me and saying “Look, Look what God did.” Lord we agree tonight. In Jesus name. Amen.

“…I do know that this is a season and even though many of our questions will go unanswered in this life, or answered at times when we do not think, that does not change the fact that you are loved and created for and by God. His love, protection, provision, strength and constant loving – kindness know no bounds they are limitless.”

Psalms 84:3
“Even the sparrow has found a home and the swallow a nest for herself where she may rest her young – even upon your altar, O God.”

Psalms 25: 14
“Friendship with God is reserved for those who reverence Him. With them alone he shares the secrets of His Promises.”
Psalms 25:13
“He shall live within God’s circle of blessing and His children shall inherit the earth.”
Psalms 27:14
“Don’t be impatient, wait on the Lord”

Tiffany‘s vision
Jesus was standing next to me with His hand on my stomach. After a few minutes I realized He was praying, interceding for me to the Father about my child, my womb and my desire.

Second vision
Jesus was holding hands with Zemanel on one side and me the other. The three of us were walking away and all I could see was our backs. Jesus was taking us in hand to the Father to request our baby. It was like a big brother bringing us to Dad to ask for our gift.

Miss Shirley
Dearest Tiffany, I am a good friend of you Mom and at times I labor before the Fathers throne for you and your precious husband. The Lord spoke the following words to my heart and I am led to send them to you:
“My dear daughter, You are not to loose heart. I have promised you a child and a child I will deliver to your womb. Trust me for this. I will deliver! Do not be discouraged, do not think of this a being delayed, for I am the one who will place this child in your womb and you will know it is Me. I am always on time. I will fulfill that which I have promised. I will make you fruitful. Trust Me for this I will fulfill that which I have promised. The time of fulfillment has not yet come – Do not walk in the ways and standards of what this world tells you for I will fulfill My vow to you. I promise! Rest in that promise and you will see what I will do. Seek me and rest in My word. You will see the supernatural take place. Remember I order your days. Again do not look upon this time as a delay. I will fulfill and I am true to my promise.
Rejoice and again I say rejoice for I will turn your sorrow into joy. I promise. Now rest My precious one.
Your Father

Psalms 37:5
“Commit everything you do to the Lord. Trust Him and He will help you.”
Jeremiah 1:4-5
“The Lord gave me a message. He said, “I knew you before I formed you in your mother’s womb. Before you were born I set you apart and appointed you as my spokesman to the world”
Psalms 112:2 
“Your children will be mighty in the land.”
Genesis 1:22
“And God looked at them with pleasure and blessed them all… be fruitful and multiply ..Let your numbers increase.”
Psalms 139:13-16
“You made all the delicate, inner parts of my body and knit them together in my mother’s womb. Thank you for making me so wonderfully complex! It is amazing to think about. Your workmanship is marvelous – and how well I know it. You were there while I was being formed in utter seclusion! You saw me before I was born and scheduled each day of my life before I began to breathe. Everyday was recorded in you Book.”
Ecclesiastes 11:5
“God’s ways are as mysterious as the pathway of the wind and as the manner in which a human spirit is infused into the little body of a baby while it is yet in it’s mother’s womb.”
Luke 1:45
“You believed God would do what he said: that is why He has given you this wonderful blessing.”
Psalms 84:11-12
“For the Lord God is a sun and shield; the Lord bestows favor and honor; no good thing does he withhold from those whose walk is blameless.”
I Samuel 1:27
“I asked Him to give me this child and He has given me my request and now I an giving him to the Lord.”
Isaiah 44:2
“The Lord who made you , who will help you , says , O servant of mine don’t be afraid.”
Isaiah 44:3-5
“For I will pour water on the thirsty land, and streams on the dry ground; I will pour out my spirit on your offspring. And my blessing on your descendants. They will spring up like grass in a meadow…One will say I belong to the Lord…”
I Peter 1:4
“In this you greatly rejoice though now for a little while you may have had to suffer grief in all kinds of trials. These have come so that your faith of greater worth that gold…may be proven genuine and may result in praise , glory and honor when Jesus Christ is revealed.”
Romans 4:20-21
“Yet he did not waver through unbelief regarding the promise of God, but was strengthened in his faith and gave glory to God being fully persuaded that God had power to do what he has promised.” Abraham
Jeremiah 33:14
“Behold, the day has come” saith the Lord, “That I will perform that good thing which I have promised…”

“The peace of God that passes all understanding is over you. I have set thee surely on high. No harm, no danger, no fear can come near you. I hold you in the palm of My hand. I cover you with the shadow of My wings. You are Mine and Mine only. By the power of My name and you will never die.”

Psalms 31: 5-6
“…O God, who keeps His promises…”
Psalms 113:9
“He gives children to the childless wife so that she becomes a happy mother.”

Miss Shirley
Dearest Tiffany, You are on the Lords heart today and He desires to give you His gift of words:
“My precious one – Hold fast to the many words I have given you – for your salvation is nearer than you think. Rejoice and be exceedingly glad, for I am among you. My presence is over you and my promise will be delivered to you. Trust me with all your heart – do not lean on your own understanding. Refute the words that come against your mind to defeat you – for your victory is near – Meditate on My Word day and night so my promises are all you hear. Keep pressing forward – nothing can thwart my promises to you. You are blessed and highly favored. It will be at the perfect time that I will come to you. Rejoice and be exceedingly glad. I love you.
Your Heavenly Father.
May this word penetrate your heart and may your spirit be stirred to know you have received His precious gift of words.

Isaiah 49:15-16
“I will not forget you. Behold, I have inscribed you on the palms of My hands.”

Mr. Ozzie
“…You have endured through a most difficult time. You have cried out to me over and over and I have heard every cry. I have heard you as you lifted up you voice in the night. You have felt helpless, you have felt hopeless, you have all but despaired. Many times you were tempted to say “Why Lord?” … I have taken you through the fire…I can never forget or forsake you. You are Mine. Listen to My voice, A new day is upon you. A new song is already singing in your heart. Don’t wait for tomorrow. Today, if you will hear my voice is the day of salvation. It is a day of renewing. It is a time to rejoice. My Spirit is moving; the wind is blowing. Dare, o dare, to believe Me, as Abraham did, as Paul did. Take courage, fear not. Let you fears be swallowed up by faith. A new thing, a new day is upon you.”

Pastor Clark
Tiffany, when you walked in and I met you. The Lord started speaking to me, a word for you. And I went and prayed a little bit and this is what the Lord says: “You’ve been asking, you’ve been asking for a word from God; An answer from God, a directive from God. And here is the word that God has for you about this word about this directive, about this answer. The word is YES. YES. The Lord says I CAN and I WILL. He said you can stop asking me. That it’s already done. You can begin to rejoice because it’s already done. 
 The Lord also comes to encourage you in this way. He comes to say. “This is more than you know. More than you’re experiencing. This is more than just a pat on the back. This is something the Lord is saying to encourage you.” He says: “I love you and you are very precious to me. I want to reassure you that I am in charge. That I AM the sovereign ruler of the universe. That you have a destiny in Me and I will not be stopped. You’ve never said anything to me that I haven’t heard. You’ve never prayed a prayer that I’ve not noted. You’ve never sung a song in worship that hasn’t caught my ear. Your time with me is precious to me.” The Lord says: “Talk to me. The ones who get are the ones who ask.” The ones who are willing to receive are the ones I bless. Talk to me, I’ll answer you again and again and again and again.”

Isaiah 54
“Sing O barren woman, you who never bore a child; burst into song, shout for joy, you who were never in labor; because more are the children of the desolate woman than of her who has a husband. Says the Lord.
Enlarge the place of your tent, stretch you tent curtains wide, do not hold back; lengthen your cords, strengthen your stakes. For you will spread out to the right and to the left; your descendants will dispossess nations, and settle in their desolate cities.
Do not be afraid; you will not suffer shame. Do not fear disgrace; you will not be humiliated. You will forget the shame of your youth and remember no more the reproach of your widowhood. 
For your Maker is your husband; the Lord Almighty is his name – the Holy One of Israel is your redeemer; He is called the God of all the earth. …
…..So now I have sworn not to be angry with you, never to rebuke you again….my unfailing love for you will not be shaken nor my covenant of peace be removed. Says the Lord, who has compassion on you….
….All your sons will be taught by the Lord, and great will be your children’s peace.” 

Isaiah 51:1-3
“Listen to me, you who pursue righteousness and who seek the Lord: Look to the rock for which you were cut and to the quarry from which you were hewn; look to Abraham, your father, and to Sarah, who gave you birth. When I called him he was but one and I blessed him and made him many.
The Lord will surely comfort Zion and will look with compassion on all her ruins; he will make her deserts like Eden, her wastelands like the garden of the Lord.
Joy and gladness will be found in her, thanksgiving and the sound of singing.”

Genesis 11:30
“Now Sarai was barren, she had no children”
Genesis 29:31
“When the Lord saw that Leah was not loved, the Lord opened her womb, but Rachel was barren.”
Genesis 30:14-15
“During the wheat harvest, Ruben went out into the fields and found some mandrake plants which he brought to his mother Leah. Rachel said to Leah, please give me some of your son’s mandrakes. But she said to her, wasn’t it enough that you took away my husband, will you take my son’s mandrakes too? Very well Rachel said he can sleep with you tonight in return for your son’s mandrakes.”
Psalms 113:9
“He settles barren woman in her home as a happy mother of children. Praise the Lord”
Isaiah 54:1
“Sing o barren woman, you who never bore a child, burst into song, shout for joy, you who were never in labor, because more are the children of the desolate woman than of her who has a husband. Says the Lord”.
Luke 1:7
“But they had no children because Elisabeth was barren and they were both well along in years.”
Galatians 4:19, 27
“My dear children for whom I am again in the pains of childbirth until Christ is formed in you.”
“For it is written be glad o barren woman, who bares no children, Break forth and cry allowed, you who have no labor pain, because more are the children of the desolate woman than of her who has a husband.”
Hebrews 11:11
“By faith Abraham even thought he was past age - and Sarah herself was barren – was enabled to become a father- because He considered him faithful who had made the promise.”

“Tiffany labored more in the past years than when with child.”

He Shall Be Called – Book
     Her Firstborn Son
“First, she was sold out to God. …’I am the Lord’s servant. May it be to me as you have said’ Luke 1:38
Second, she was a woman of faith…’Blessed is she who has believed that what the Lord has said to her will be accomplished’ Luke 1:45
Third, she was a woman with a personal commitment to sexual purity. She is most frequently described as “virgin”.
Fourth, Mary knew how to praise the Lord. ‘My soul glorifies the Lord… and my spirit rejoices in God my Savior’
Do you want to be someone God uses in great ways? His eyes are ranging throughout the earth, looking for someone who is sold out to Him , full of faith, full of praise, and full of His Word.”

Max Lucado
“Don’t hurry God. The problems that we think may drown us today could be the very stepping-stones to greater spiritual strength tomorrow. Throughout Scripture we are reminded to be patient in suffering, in physical distress, in emotional discouragement. The Father will supply your needs. Don’t hurry God.”

Miss Shirley
“I sensed that Tiffany and Zemanel are not only wailing for themselves but for the Body of Christ, other couples in similar situations. Also, a strong sense that as Zemanel was praying and asking the Lord for his wife’s pregnancy (This is in obedience according to scripture for a man to do this.) many women (desiring children) will receive the same because of his prayers.”

Luke 1:37, 38,45,46,49
“For nothing is impossible with God. I am the Lord’s servant Mary answered. “May it be to me as you have said.”
“Blessed is she who has believed it. That what the Lord has said to her will be accomplished.” And Mary said: “My soul glorifies the Lord and my spirit rejoices in God my Savior”
“For the mighty one has done great things for my holy is his name.”
Mathew 26:42
“He went away a second time and prayed, My Father if it is not possible for this cup to be taken away unless I drink it may your will be done.”

Miss Shirley
“The time has not come for my Word to be fulfilled to you, but do not loose heart, just as I kept my word to Mary, Elizabeth and Sarah, I will keep my word to you. I promise. Rejoice for I will come to you at the appointed time.”
“Closed doors are just as much God’s leading as open ones”

Miss Suki
The Word must become flesh in Tiffany and Zemanel’s own heart. The Word will form faith.
“I know everything – I am not a mistake.” Ps 139:1-14  The Lord knows every detail of you. He is your complete overseer, not missing anything. He orders every step. “ I AM the creator and I am still creating – I will create your child”
The waiting is not a mistake. God knows everything you are going thru – every time you are sad or disappointed, the prick in your heart when you see other children. When you don’t understand. The fear of time running out.
Ps. 139: 1-14 is for your comfort. That I might say “It is well with my soul”. God knows everything about your body. He has not missed anything and has not make a mistake. (This is the same word Mom gave me the day before my first fertility appointment in 2004 - I am wonderfully made.) Serenity is evidence of trusting God.

 Miss Suki sang this to me over the phone:

“Oh Lord you’re beautiful.
Your face is all I see
For when your eyes are on this child
Your grace abounds to me.

Oh Lord you’re Wonderful
Your face is all I see
For when your hand is on this child
Your healing flows to me.”

The Lord knows my heart, spirit, hurts, and sadness and sees everything. The Lord will speak to us.  Ps. 139

 “Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him and He will direct your path.” Proverbs 3:5-6

Step out in faith and let Him open and close the doors.

Invetro and Adoption are not sins. He will bless these decisions or close the doors. This is not like Ishmael because what Abraham and Sarah did was a sin.
If it is O.K. to take a pill that will help you get pregnant, it is O.K. to do invetro.

Don’t let money be the deciding factor. Charge it and pay it off.

Luke 12:32
“Don’t be afraid little one. For it gives your Father great happiness to give you the kingdom.”

He Shall Be Called – Book
The Son of Joseph
Joseph must have taken many lonely walks in the hills outside Nazareth, cursing his fate, angry at the Lord….The angel Gabriel appeared to Mary before her pregnancy but Joseph received no such word….It was only after deep emotional pain that God dispatched an angel to explain things to him. He was teaching Joseph to lean on Him when all else failed. He was drawing out Joseph’s faith and deepening his soul. God was preparing him to be the earthly father of the heavenly King.”

Is the miracle of life any less miraculous if you take medicine? NO. God is the creator of life, without Him there is no life. Invetro certainly does not guarantee a pregnancy or the birth of a baby. When Zemanel and I hold our precious child it will be a miracle no matter the journey to get to that moment.

“Shaky starts have a Brilliant finish.”

The Lord spoke these words to me in church when I realized we were going to miss the prophetic church service: “I am going to be with you there and I already spoke to you. Remember my words to you. You don’t need to hold on to prophecy, just hold on to me! I’ve got you. I’ll be with you.”

“The Lord heard their request and gave them the victory over the Canaanites. The Israelites completely destroyed them.” Numbers 21:3 God gave them the victory but they still had to go to war.

Ps 127:3-5
“Children are a gift from God; they are his reward. Children born to a young man are like sharp arrows to defend him. Happy is the man who has his quiver full of them…”

Ps 128:1-4
“Blessings on all who reverence and trust the Lord - on all who obey him! Their reward shall be prosperity and happiness. Your wife shall be contented in your home. And look at all those children! There they sit around the dinner table as vigorous and healthy as young olive trees. That is God’s reward to those who reverence and trust him.”

Ps 138:1-3 
“Lord with all my heart I thank you. I will sing your praises before all the armies in heaven. I face your temple as I worship, giving thanks to you for all your loving kindness and you faithfulness, for your promises are backed by the honor of you r name. When I pray you answer me, and encourage me by giving me the strength I need!”

Ps 138:7-8
“Though I am surrounded by troubles, you will bring me safely through them. The Lord will work out his plan for my life. Don’t abandon me – for you made me!”

Ps 139 & Tiffany
“Oh Lord you have examined my heart and know everything about me. You know when I sit or when I stand (Or take a bath or am at the Dr.’s office) When far away (Denver) you know my every thought. You chart the path ahead of me (You go to the Dr’s office before me and make sure the people are ready and capable to take care of me) and tell me where to stop and rest. Every moment you know where I am. You know what I am going to say before I even say it. You both precede and follow me (You get every thing ready at the Dr’s office and you stay behind to be sure my baby, my eggs, my embryos, are safe under your divine care. I can’t be there but you are there. Just like you knit me together in my Mother’s womb, you will knit together and protect my son until he is safely placed back in my care, in my womb.) and place your hand of blessing on my head (I was given a vision of showing me kneeling and God’s big beautiful hand on my head. It seemed like he was blessing me but also protecting me).
This is too glorious, too wonderful to believe! I can never be lost to your Spirit! I can never get away from MY God. (He is mine, I love him and He keeps me) If I go up to heaven, you are there; if I go down to the place of the dead, you are there. If I ride the morning winds to the farthest oceans, even there your hand will guide me, your strength will support me (when I am in a painful or scary procedure your strength will support me and your strength is mighty!) If I try to hide in the darkness, the night becomes light around me (If I get disappointed or discouraged you will not leave me there. You will seek me out and comfort me and bring me back into the light and hope ad love and joy and all the things you are the author of. You will not leave me to my own heartbreak alone in the darkness.) For even darkness cannot hide from God: to you the night shines as bright as day. Darkness and light are both alike to you.
You made all the delicate, inner parts of my body (my cervix, my ovaries, my follicles, my eggs, my uterus, my lining, my womb, my blood) and knit them together in my mother’s womb (Thank you for creating me in my mother’s womb that I was so small and you created me there and now I am a woman and I pray that you will do the same miracle for me and create my little lamb inside my womb.) 
Thank you for making me so wonderfully complex! It is amazing to think about. Your workmanship is marvelous (You make things and babies exactly how they are supposed to be. They are not created in a rush or with parts missing. You are the perfect craftsman and you created life exactly how you want it. You don’t make mistakes). And how well I know it!
You were there while I was being formed in utter seclusion! You saw me before I was born and scheduled each day of my life before I began to breathe. Every day was recorded in you Book! (Not only have you planned this day and everyday for me, including the day of my conception, you have planed every day of my child’s. You know the moment he will be conceived and every moment in the in Petri dish and every moment in my womb and the moment of his birth and every moment of his life and the moment he will go to be with you in heaven. Thank you for holding him in the palm of your hand, that you have the capability of focusing all of your attention for a life time on him! Thank you! Thank You! )
How precious it is, Lord, to realize that you are thinking about me (and my child) constantly! I can’t even count how many times a day your thoughts turn towards me. And when I waken in the morning you are still thinking of me.”

Miss Shirley
Everything is going to be OK in a little while. You need to trust Me! You felt squeezed, hemmed in, limited, restricted and without options. Your world is about to expand. I have prepared a large place with multiple choices. I am going to bless you coming and going. I love you. I’ve not forgotten you. I am reminding you that I have great intentions for you for the rest of your life.intentions

I hadn’t heard from you since I got your message on Monday regarding the update on the IVF procedure. However, I am continuing to pray for you and Zem since the disappointing news you received. First of all, I pray that the Holy Spirit will wrap his arms around you and comfort you.

Remember, my dear friend, that God is in control! Do not be disappointed in the words of men that offer us only limited possibilities. We know that with God, ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE! I think of all the times that people are told there is no hope, however, we have hope because of our faith and trust in the Lord. We may not always not the how's, why's, when's, but we can find peace and comfort in knowing that he has only his perfect will in mind for us.

While praying, I read this scripture which spoke to my heart: 

Isaiah 51:3 For the Lord shall comfort Zion: he will comfort all her waste places; and he will make her wilderness like Eden, and her desert like the garden of the Lord; joy and gladness will be found therein; thanksgiving, and the voice of melody.

Isn't that beautiful? I am standing with you on God's promises for you. I also am reminded of all that he is able to do. Do not be weary, discouraged or hopeless. Be encouraged by his Word! He loves you so much, and so do I!!!!!

Romans 4:18-21
18 Who against hope believed in hope, that he might become the father of many nations; according to that which was spoken, So shall thy seed be.
19 And being not weak in faith, he considered not his own body now dead, when he was about an hundred year old, neither yet the deadness of Sara’s womb.
20 He staggered not at the promise of God through unbelief; but was strong in faith, giving glory to God.
21 And being fully persuaded that, what he had promised, he was able also to perform.

4:18 against hope believed. There were numerous natural and biological reasons for Abraham not to believe that he would have a son according to promise:
1.“his own body now dead” (v. 19b), suggesting that Abraham himself at this point in his life was impotent and incapable of fathering a on (cf. Heb. 11:11a,12); 
2.“the deadness of Sarah’s womb: (v. 19c) for two reasons: (a) she had always been barren (Heb 11:11) and (b) she was now beyond childbearing years (Gen 18:11-12). Yet Abraham chose to believe the promise of God in spite of his impossible circumstances, “being fully persuaded that, what he had promised, he was able also to perform (v. 21). It was this kind of faith that “was imputed to [Abraham] for righteousness. (v. 22).

Hi Pop,
I wanted to share with you what the Lord showed me about your grandchild. I have been fasting and praying since Tuesday. Yesterday Arthur reminded me that God is interested in our spirit more than our bodies. He reminded me through Bogart’s death that he will miss his personality and his spirit more than the body he was using. I woke up this morning praying about that and thinking about WHO WE ARE. When our eyes are closed and we are alone with ourselves we are not flesh we are our thoughts and our spirit. We are in Christ and our relationship with him. When I got up this morning to do my Beth Moore Bible study she was teaching us about God as the Creator. Adam was created from Dirt! Dust! Clay! He wasn’t just working with bad eggs. He used Dirt to created man and created him in His image using dirt! I started to recall so many scriptures about this flesh and blood that we use on this earth. It is temporary. It goes back to dust when we go to heaven. He gives a new body, a heavenly body after death. He talks about warfare not being between flesh and blood but in the spirit! Men and woman may come together to conceive but God breathes the life, the spirit into the body. Beth Moore also reminds us how we are ourselves, Man or Woman no matter what happens to our bodies. If I have an accident or surgery to remove that which is inherently the features of a woman does that change me into a Man! Of course not, I am the person that God created me to be no matter what body I live in or what my body looks like. When God says he knew me before the creation of the world he was talking about my spirit, my personality not my curly hair. I believe that the spirit of the child that God has designated for us will not change no matter what vessel He has to put it into.
So, if we use another’s egg it will not matter to God or to me because the spirit of my child will be the same! 
Having said all of that, God did not tell me if we do this procedure it will work but he has opened the door for us to move forward. I have shared all this with Zem and he agrees. He has given me permission to get more information to move forward!

You never cease to amaze me! From the first day I saw you in mom’s arms in Texas, so long ago, to this touching letter today. You’re right! “You” are who I love! The body just carries you around. This is very good insight that you have received. Thanks for sharing it with me.

Genesis 30:22
“Then God remembered Rachel; he listened to her and opened her womb. She became pregnant and gave birth to a son.”

Lamentations 3:17-26
“I have been deprived of peace; I have forgotten what prosperity is.
 So I say, “My splendor is gone and all that I had hoped from the Lord.”
I remember my affliction and my wandering, the bitterness and the gall. I well remember them, and my soul is downcast within me.
Yet this I call to mind and therefore I have hope:
Because of the Lord’s great love we are not consumed, for his compassions never fail. They are new every morning; great is your faithfulness.
I say to myself, “The Lord is my Portion; therefore I will wait for him.”
The Lord is good to those whose hope is in him, to the one who seeks him;
It is good to wait quietly for the salvation of the Lord.
It is good for a man to bear the yoke while he is young
Let him sit alone in silence for the Lord has laid it on him.”

Beth Moore

About Healing Miracles: “Each of them received the treatment prescribed to them by wise physicians. Each person should allow doctors to do what they can do and then invite God to do what only He can do.”

Miss Shirley
My dearest one,
I do not understand in its entirety what this pen will give you; however, I do know one precious Holy Spirit will minister the word to yours.
I come to encourage you today to never give up on your dream that is deeply written on your heart, however, we must not allow that dream to hinder, distract, or even create obstacles that would create potential places of discouragement.
I encourage you to know that the dream exists, as sure as there is breath in us, however, I have experience that, at times, it has been my very self that has tried to forfeit this so great a promise because of my own limited vision and timing. How much my rival is pleasantly drooling on the sidelines of my life until God steps in and reveals in the wonders that only He can perform the power of the resurrection.
My precious one, be encouraged to know He is the Dream Releaser and so be steadfast that He is the Dream Keeper and He will do it.

The Lord means for you to have it. He would not be leading you this way if He were not gong to give it to you or if He did not mean for you to have it. The Lord does not put those in the human heart for nothing; His intention is that we have those things. Guard your heart that you do not cripple the desire with the way you think.

Miss Shirley
Dearest Tiffany & Zemanel,
Congratulations! Your Mom called and told me the news. It is of no wonder that you have been so close to my heart. I had your name written down to write you prior to your Mom’s phone call.
The Lord was giving me a word for you and that word was:
Definition: To think about in order to understand or decide; to keep in mind.t
The scripture he gave to me was the Romans 4:19 – 21 passage.
“And Abraham’s faith did not weaken, even though he knew he was too old too be a father at the age of one hundred, and that Sarah his wife, had never been able to have children. Abraham never wavered in believing God’s promise. In fact his faith grew stronger, and in this he brought glory to God. He was absolutely convinced that God was able to do anything he promised.”
Please read and ask the Lord to expound his encouragement to you.
In Romans 4:19, the KJV uses “considered”
“ And being not weak in faith, he considered not his own body now dead, when he was about 100 years old, neither yet the deadness of Sarah’s womb.”
Definition: arrived at after careful thought; examined; investigated; contemplated.
First we must “consider” to be in the place of “considered”.
This is what the Lord revealed to me for you. You are not to consider your own body but allow him to bring this about.  Medical science may speak words that will not be of faith at times. This is where you and your husband must believe in hope and allow faith to bring for the precious one.
“ He staggered not at the promise of God through unbelief, but was strong in the faith, giving glory to God.” Vs. 20
We commit your season to the Lord and in the Lord you will be brought faith.
“And being fully persuaded that, what he had promised, he was able also to perform.
Consider and remain in confidence that he is able to bring you through in victory.
Isaiah 44:2  “ The Lord who made you and helps you says: O Jacob my servant, do not be afraid O Israel, my chosen one do not fear.

“Even though the fig trees have no blossoms, and there are no grapes on the vines, even though the olive crop fails, and the fields lie empty and barren and the cattle barns are empty, YET I WILL REJOICE IN THE LORD! I will be joyful in the God of my salvation! The Sovereign Lord is my strength! He makes me as surefooted as a deer, able to tread upon the heights.” Habakkuk 3:17-19

Zemanel had a dream last night that Jesus came to him and said “Your baby is here”. He could not see the Lord’s face but he knew it was his presence. After he said this, Zemanel was praising him and he woke up.

(Yesterday I saw Pastor Mike Martin and he was encouraging us to adopt and he has connections with Life for Kids)

The Lord speaks these following words to encourage your heart toward the fulfillment of all. Your Isaacs.. in Jesus Name! The Father speaks: My dear one, How much you are close to my heart and I hold you dearly to my bosom, do not weep with tears that can’t be seen any longer, it is a time of great rejoicing. Your Isaac has come – it is a new day for you. You will not be morning in your spirit, body and soul. For you have crossed into a new day, new hour, new positioning. You will know in spirit what this is and I will confirm it to you. I love you. Trust me with all your heart… Your Father

We Adopted Isabella on December 18, 2012!!!!!!!!!!!!

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